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Since the death of her beloved fiancee Casey Johnson, reality TV starlet Tila Tequila has not been afraid to share her heartache and true feelings on her blog and her Twitter page. While she has spent a fair amount of time defending herself, it's also pretty clear that she's mourning the loss of her lover and she even suggests that she's being singled out and demonized by some of Casey's friends and family.

On Twitter Tila talks about seeing Casey in her dreams, how she's being bullied by gossip blogs and how she's been hounded by the paparazzi over the past few days. She also alleges that Casey's childhood friends Nicky Hilton and Bijou Phillips have already put the late heiress' dog to sleep! Tila wrote:

    "Wanna know if the Dog is dead? Why don't u ask [Nicky] & the family. Trust me. They already killed the dog. Sad."


Tila also blogs and tweets about Courteney Semel and Jasmine Lennard, the ladies who she claims ruined her and Casey's lives, and she also address the fact that some people want to place some of the blame for Casey's death on her. Tila says:

    "It's funny how when something traumatic happens, people LOVE to find someone to blame. So predictable. What-EV-Errrrrr!"


So what does Tila have to say about Casey's family? Tila claims that they were never there for her, and she doesn't agree with their decision to cut the heiress off, which was apparently a desperate attempt to get the troubled party girl to clean up her act. Tila tweets:

    [Casey] was broke? yes Y? cuz her own family cut her off. Who was there for her? I WAS! I took care of EVERYTHING! While her "friends" used her! Call me whatever U want but u know damn well that I have my business sh*t on lock & very savvy. I took care of her when her family did NOT!"


When Nicky and Bijou stopped by Tila's home on Wednesday, Tila became extremely distraught when the girls took Casey's personal items and her dogs, and she posted this message on her official blog:

    "YES, THEY WERE MOSTLY LOOKING FOR THE POOR PUP CUZ THEY WERE, WELL ALREADY HAVE KILLED THE DOG BY THE TIME I POST THIS, JUST SO THEY CAN BURY THE DOG WITH CASEY! SICK! IF CASEY'S FAMILY MEMBERS CAME OVER, THEY WOULD HAVE MORE RIGHT TO SPEAK TO ME AND ASK TO TAKE STUFF THAT BELONGED TO CASEY AND MYSELF, BUT INSTEAD THEY SEND OVER RANDOM PEOPLE [Nicky and Bijou] TO TAKE IT. WHY DIDN'T THE FAMILY COME INSTEAD IF THEY HAD ANY CLASS? THEY TOLD ME THAT THE FAMILY WANTED TO COME AND TALK TO ME AND TAKE A LOOK AT HOW THE LAST MOMENTS OF WHAT CASEY'S WORLD WAS LIKE...SO THEY PRETTY MUCH LIED TO ME SO THAT I WOULD LET THEM IN!!

    TO MAKE IT WORSE? LOOK AT THEIR STONE COLD FACES. AFTER I HELPED THEM PACK THE STUFF AND PACK IT, THEY JUST DROVE OFF, NO "THANK U FOR YOUR HELP" NO NOTHING. JUST GRABBED THE SHIT, AS IF I STOLE IT AND DROVE OFF! REMEMBER, I WAS THE ONE WHO CALLED THE POLICE AND THE POLICE WAS THERE TO PROTECT ME AND WAS ON MY SIDE! JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE THINK THEY ARE RICH THAT DOES NOT GIVE THEM RIGHTS TO TREAT OTHERS LIKE A GABAGE CAN!

    THAT PROVES ONE THING, MONEY CAN NEVER BUY YOU CLASS!"


While this is a very sad time for everyone involved in the drama, it does seem a little bit high school to us - it's almost as though the Hilton sisters, Bijou and Nicole Richie are trying to tell us something by showing us that they aren't supporting Tila. Perhaps they believe that she may not have been the most positive influence on Casey, who was clearly struggling to get her life back in order? Or is there something more?

Just a few hours ago, Tila tweeted that she will write a tell-all blog about "what really went down that they don't want u to know!" Should be interesting to see what bombs she's going to drop on us...