Christina Milian's soon-to-be ex-husband The-Dream is speaking out the heartache he went through during their recent split.

"I've cried about this for months, after interviews, after prayer and I've tried to take my own life at a point because of the failure that was looming," he wrote in a shameless cry for sympathy on his website under the heading "In My Own Words."

Although The-Dream contends that their marriage of less than a year was over long before the scandalous photos of him groping his former assistant surfaced, he's taken a lot of heat for moving on so soon after the wedding and birth of their child.

"I take FULL RESPONSIBILITY for misleading everyone into thinking everything was fine and okay when we knew problems existed for awhile! I wanted to speak up but we decided it wasn't for anyone to know. I would NEVER intentionally hurt a soul and everyone around me knows that! There was so much going on in me and Christina's personal world that I tried to deal with it as delicately as I could and tried to regain my footing," he wrote.

As for the reason for the split? "I am Human and people fall in and out of Love all the time... This is Life. Nothing’s promised or perfect, neither am I. I am not proud that I lost something we once had...LOVE!"