Courtesy: Latina Magazine

Christina Milian is breaking her silence about how she felt after learning her now ex-husband, Terius "The-Dream" Nash, was having an affair with his assistant during their marriage.

The 29-year-old singer, who gave birth to their daughter Violet last year, tells Latina Magazine:

    "I’ve been to hell and back, but I survived. I tried to be someone I wasn’t because I wanted my marriage to work. But ultimately, if it’s not working, it’s not working."

As for the affair itself, Milian adds, "I didn’t know anything. But looking back, my gut was telling me something was off. But I thought I could fix it.”

Milian and Nash were married on September 4, 2009, and split ten months later in July 2010.