This is so sad!

Teen Mom star Farrah Abraham hasn't exactly had an easy life thus far, but we had no idea how traumatizing some of her experiences actually were.

After the single parent made her Backdoor Teen Mom porn tape, she claims she was surrounded by the "wrong type of people" while promoting it and was the victim of more than one sexual assault.

    "I was drugged and raped more than once. It was a dark time," she tells In Touch.

The 22-year-old also reveals she suffered emotional and physical abuse from her parents during childhood.

    "Violence has been a big part of my life. Abuse made me feel that I'm never attractive enough. I try to be so perfect," she confesses.

Looking back on it, the Iowa native regrets ever getting into the adult film industry, and believes that decision ruined her life.

    "It made it hard to have friends and a private life and to trust family, who I feel use me for money. If I went back in time, I would not have done it. The sex tape ruined my life," she says.

We feel really badly for her now!