At least he's finally being honest!

Dean McDermott comes clean about his drug and alcohol abuse in a new clip from True Tori, and the father-of-four even admits that he cheated on wife Tori Spelling because he thought he could get away with it!

"I didn't think I would get caught. I was drinking and using drugs," the 47-year-old confessed to a male pal.

    "I have a brain that wants to kill me. I have a brain that wants me dead. That's how the alcoholic mind works and thinks. It thinks 'I'll have a couple cocktails, do a couple lines and shut it down after three lines. You can do that Dean.' But it just never works out that way," he added.


After declaring the couple's sex life "wasn't fantastic" during a previous therapy session, the Canadian actor changed his tune as he attempted to explain why he strayed.

    "I was not dealing with things that happened to me in the past. It's not like I was looking for sex or was horny- our relationship and sex life is solid," he revealed.


He really created quite the mess for himself!