This is some powerful stuff …

In a very revealing interview with Rolling Stone, Nicki Minaj revealed that when she was a teen she had unplanned pregnancy as a result of a relationship with an older guy, which eventually lead to having an abortion.

The larger-than-life performer alluded to what happened in her song, "All Things Go," in which she raps, "My child with Aaron would've been 16 any minute."

The 32-year-old said that she got involved with an older guy from Queens when she was a just a teen attending the performing-arts high school LaGuardia.

The "Anacondas" rapper told the music mag that the period was the most difficult in her life. "I thought I was going to die … I was a teenager. It was the hardest thing I'd ever gone through."

Although a hard decision, the hit maker decided to terminate the pregnancy but admitd that that decision, "has haunted me all my life," she admitted.

"I wasn't ready," she told the mag. "I didn't have anything to offer a child."

But it seems as though her tune about motherhood has changed. The entertainer told Complex magazine in November that she would like to have kids. "If I'm done with my fifth album and I don't have a child by then, no matter how much money I have, I would be disappointed, as a woman because I feel like I was put here to be a mother."

We're sure Nicki would be one wild mama!