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Holly Madison is dishing some major dirt about her life at the Playboy Mansion in her shocking new tell-all, Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny.

In the book, she chronicles the exciting and eventually painful time with Hugh Hefner and living in the Playboy Mansion. Madison says she first met the robe-wearing mogul at L.A.'s Las Palmas nightclub back in August 2001, when she was only 21 years old.

The blonde spoke to Us Weekly about what it was like living in the house that Hef built. "The first night I had spent at the Playboy Mansion was definitely very eye-opening," she shared. "It was clear that there was certain things expected of you. It was clear that there was a definite routine going on, and it was very bizarre. It definitely wasn't what I expected it to be, it was a lot scarier. I was offered prescription drugs."

The mother and wife also spoke about Hef's sex antics, saying, "I don't know what people think goes on in the bedroom but it was always very much the same, and intimidating, and not something that I liked. It was a miserable part of my life."

Uhh ... that doesn't sound super fun to us!

Holly is now married to Pasquale Rotella and the two have a two-year-old daughter Rainbow.

The Playboy founder released an exclusive statement to Us Weekly on Sunday about the allegations

"Over the course of my life I’ve had more than my fair share of romantic relationships with wonderful women. Many moved on to live happy, healthy, and productive lives, and I’m pleased to say remain dear friends today. Sadly, there are a few who have chosen to rewrite history in an attempt to stay in the spotlight. I guess, as the old saying goes: You can’t win 'em all!"

#DownTheRabbitHole available now for pre order! Link in bio 💖💖

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