Selena Gomez got teary onstage in Indonesia on Saturday night, which was the day after her 24th birthday.

SG was performing at Jakarta’s Indonesia Convention Exhibition arena as a part of her Revival tour, and not only was she spotted wiping tears from her eyes before she sang, “Kill Em With Kindness," but she had some words for the crowd.

“The next song, before I go home, is a song that’s so important to me,” she said. “Because I get really frustrated. I get stupid sometimes. I say things that I don’t mean, or that come out wrong just because I care so badly. But the thing is, at the end of the day, no war in anger was ever won. I do know that deep down in my heart that I have to believe that we can love each other and always be kind no matter what it takes in us. I believe that we can do that, no matter what.”

Almost immediately after wrapping up the show, the singer posted an equally emotional note on Instagram:
    “Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music,” she wrote. “I’ve never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear something that hasn’t happened. I’m stagnant, I stay still and don’t just sit with myself first and ask ‘is this where I am, whole heartedly?’ I’ve always told the truth. I’m always true to my word, I’ve shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally. had to get that out.”

Selena captioned the message, “Not being negative about anything I’ve done. I’m grateful for every single moment I get here -Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much.”

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