We can't imagine how mortifying this all must be.

Harvey Weinstein's ex-wife Georgina Chapman has opened up for the first time to Vogue about the movie mogul's sexual misconduct mega scandal, and to say her life has been shattered to pieces is an understatement.

"I was so humiliated and so broken … that …. I, I, I … didn’t think it was respectful to go out. I thought, ‘Who am I to be parading around with all of this going on?’ It’s still so very, very raw. I was walking up the stairs the other day and I stopped; it was like all the air had been punched out of my lungs," she explained about her decision to stay off the radar in recent months.

The Marchesa designer also revealed that she's in therapy to process the trauma of the whole situation.

"At first I couldn’t, because I was too shocked. And I somehow felt that I didn’t deserve it. And then I realized: This has happened. I have to own it. I have to move forward. There was a part of me that was terribly naïve — clearly, so naïve. I have moments of rage, I have moments of confusion, I have moments of disbelief! And I have moments when I just cry for my children [India, 7, and Dashiell, 5]. What are their lives going to be? What are people going to say to them? It’s like, they love their dad. They love him. I just can’t bear it for them," she tearfully confessed.

When the reports of Weinstein's predatory behavior first surfaced, the London-born beauty wasn't sure what to believe.

"My head was spinning. And it was difficult because the first article was about a time long before I’d ever met him, so there was a minute where I couldn’t make an informed decision. And then the stories expanded and I realized that this wasn’t an isolated incident. And I knew that I needed to step away and take the kids out of here," she recounted.

The most shocking part? She never saw this coming!

"That’s what makes this so incredibly painful: I had what I thought was a very happy marriage. I loved my life. … He was a wonderful partner to me. He was a friend and a confidant and a supporter," she mused.

What an absolute nightmare.