We can't even imagine her pain.

Ariana Grande shared this sweet video of her late ex Mac Miller on Instagram last night, and it's pretty obvious she's still struggling to accept his death.

In the clip, the rapper is seen getting ready for an Oscars party, and watching Elton John present on TV. "I should have worn that," he commented on the music legend's outrageous outfit, before turning to his then-girlfriend and flashing a huge grin. She captioned it with a simple heart emoji.

The songstress announced her plans to take a break from music and "heal" following Mac's overdose and her split from Pete Davidson, but apparently all the downtime isn't actually helping, and she wants to get back out there for her fans.

"Any news about sweetener tour? if not [please] don’t stress about it ! we can wait / we want you to be actually ready to go on tour," one fan wrote to her on Twitter.

"I'm ready. My heart needs it actually finalizing a few more things but I'm tryna get em dates to u asap," she responded.

She's been through so much, but she's staying strong!