It's been twelve months of high highs and low lows!

Ariana Grande opened up about her roller coaster of a year while accepting Billboard's Woman of the Year award, as she acknowledged her professional success amid her personal turmoil.

"This is really special. I want to say that I find it interesting that this has been one of the best years in my career and one of like the worst years in my life," she said in her speech.

"I'm just saying that because I feel like a lot of people would look at someone in my position right now I guess - Woman of the Year, an artist that could be at her peak, reaching her you know, whatever, and think, you know, "She's really got her s*** together, she's really on it, she has got it all.' I do, but as far as my personal life goes I really have no idea what the f*** I am doing. So yeah, it's been a very conflicting one," she continued.

"I just want to say if you're someone out there who has no idea what this next chapter is going to bring, you're not alone in that. I look forward to hopefully learning to give some of the love and forgiveness that I’ve given away so frivolously and easily to men in the past to myself hopefully this year. I have everything I’ve ever dreamt of having and as of late I’ve discovered that it’s the things I’ve always had and the people I’ve always had that still make me the happiest," she concluded.

Her single "Thank U, Next" is breaking every record, but she's also had to deal with the death of her ex Mac Miller and her split from fiance Pete Davidson. Through it all, she's held her head up high and soldiered on!