Posted on Fri Sep 16, 2011 10:20 AM PDT
Just two weeks after blogging about her sexual needs, Sinead O'Connor's musings have taken a turn for the much, much worse.
The "Nothing Compares 2 U" singer went off on Twitter Wednesday after admitting that she had suicidal thoughts following a visit to her psychiatrist, who Sinead claims called her a "bad mom" who talks too openly about sex.
Over four Tweets, the Irish native wrote:
- "All this s**t we're not supposed to say. Including suicidal feelings, sex, etc. U just get treated like a crazy person. I want to go To heaven SO bad. Have for yrs. But I don't wanna abandon my kids. But if I cud die without them knowing I did it myself I wud. An I know every1 will say I'm a c**t for saying that.. But f**k all this s**t we're 'not supposed to say'. I'm so tired. 24 yrs Of being treated like a crazy person. Can't manage any more. Badly wish cud die without it ruining my kids lives."
She ended the rant with a frightening conclusion. "Anyway.. If any1 knows how I can kill myself," she wrote, "Without my kids finding out I did it deliberately pls tell me asa f***in p."
Sinead, 44, is mom to four children, ages four to 24. She split from her third husband, Steve Cooney, in March, and she even said during the rant that she was depressed due to the split and "got tired of crying."
The scariest part about these claims is that she attempted to commit suicide on her 33rd birthday 11 years ago.
Just a few hours ago, Sinead Tweeted, "Must announce boyfriend search very much still on. If any1 wants a suicidal tourettes ridden fat ugly lunatic with a big fat flappy fanny.."
It's hard to tell if she's making light of the situation or still feeling depressed, but either way, the whole ordeal is very sad.
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