LOS ANGELES, California (X17online) - In an interview with Us magazine, a crying and emotional Lindsay says her split from longtime girlfriend Samantha Ronson is "humiliating" and "absolute hell."

Lohan says she's "so alone" without Ronson. "Everyone's turned on me," says the actress.

As X17online first reported, the relationship began to crumble last month when Sam ran off to Vegas without Lindsay. Linds hopped in her car and chased her all the way to Vegas were a huge fight ensued. A couple of days later, a warrant was issued for her arrest.

"I'm not a bad person and this is what happens," Lohan told Us through tears. "I was raised to treat people well, and I'm so tired of this drama."

And a there has been a lot of drama!!! As the relationship seemed officially to come to an end on Saturday when the celebrity DJ had Lilo banned from her sister Charlotte's party at Chateau Marmont.

"It was the worst night of my life," Linds tells the mag.

She says she was also dissed by some people who she thought were friends. Lindsay says Nicole Richie walked by her and said "Uck," and Drea De Matteo said, "Come at me, bitch."

"I'm a f**king 22-year-old girl who's in love," she says. "I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse: Mean Girls was a movie."

But things only got worse. As X17online was the first to report, Sam changed the locks on the house the pair shared in the Hollywood Hills and then headed to the Beverly Hills Police Department headquarters to find out about getting a restraining order to keep Lilo away from Sam and her family.

The magazine reports that Samantha had wanted to end things with Linds for the past month, but that Lindsay would threaten suicide - something she denies in the interview

"I'm just really hurt!" she says. "The whole situation is sick."